FRIENDS COME AND GO

True, people in our lives just come and go but it is not supposed to be. Friendship doesnt just end because Im hurt or because Im irritated with his or her presence or maybe because he or she is intruding into my private life...life that i made for myself, that i made a wall that others may not see my weaknesses and failures in life. Because I cant just accept my vulnerability and being a human. I wanted to be great, doing great and that others may recognize me as great. I made a mistake that I didnt recognize their presence, what their presence can give me. formatively, i tend to close myself, not talking or spending sometimes with friends because they are learning who am I. This is not only true to me but also to you, the one who is reading this. i made this not because I am compelled to but recognizing that friendship doesnt just end here...true friends dont just come and go...

Provoked

Provoked to think again
Intelligent you
Fooling each other once more.

Thinking

Sitting in the guilt's palm
Shivering body
Tears flowing thinking of you...

Prayer for Discernment

Dear God, I know you love me and have great plans for me- but sometimes I am overwhelmed by the thought of my future. Show me how to walk forward one day at a time. May I take heart while I search openly, learn about all the choices, listen to others’ advice, and pay attention to my own feelings. By doing these things, may I hear your call to a lifestyle and career that will let me love as only I can, and let me serve others with the special gifts that you have given me.

Amen.